By Ewen Xiao
Thursday, April 17, 2025
Fly Agaric, photo by Hans Veth, 2019, @hans_veth from Unsplash
Hans Veth, 2019, @hans_veth from Unsplash
Mushroom

I identify as the forest’s anonymous mushroom, 

A natural queer, neither flora nor fauna,

a non-binary enigma, 

Reproducing in the quietude of asexual murmurs. 

I intersect with the solitude of female introvert and the stillness of the immobile, 

In decayed soils rich with death, weaving my threadlike dreams across hundreds of square miles beneath. 

Do not press the button, 

millions spores will slip into the shadows, 

Carried by the wind where boundaries blur and silence calls out. 

All mushrooms are palatable; some are palatable only once.

 

Mediation 
Mediation, photo by Carl Newton, 2019, @carlnewton from Unsplash
Carl Newton, 2019, @carlnewton from Unsplash

I lay bare my position—  

Exhale

my decolonization,

Inhale  

my restoration. 

Undoing a woman,

Unlearning my name,

Unwriting my script.

In unbecoming,

a silent activist,  

I perform my daily revolution.